The thing is, I really enjoyed her companion. She really brightens up my day. But I needed to know if there's any chance of moving forward and bring that to another level.

I finally plucked the courage to tell her how I really felt about her.

She said its going to be difficult for her, which i totally agree.

We come from different background, culture, religion and what not.

I can't say much else. It pretty much sealed everything.

I guess I kind of expected it, that's why i'm pretty much nonchalant about it now.

Well, but I did tell her that I hope after I just said that, she won't ignore me or anything like that. Its just a small matter.

Well I guess life has to move on...